screw life.

screw brother leon,

screw ib,

screw life.

it's so damn hard,

fighting alone.

ergggghhhhhhaaaaaeeooooorrrrr.

i love udon.

i love the jacket on the back of my chair.

when people get angry of stupid things,

or they get angry because they think i did sth wrong,

where i think it's right.

i just smile. cuz they are ignorant. :}

love those remarkable igcse days

igcse was so hea, but so free as well, in a better way saying.

i don't get why teachers treat us like primary students in ib.

that's hilarious and stupid.

recalling wt "miss excuse me", that's the maths teacher said

[cuz her name is so hard to read and memorize,

i don't give a damn care wt her name is,

and maybe she'll still be called excuse me when i graduate]

"u guys will organise yourself. use what u like, line paper, workbooks...

do the way that could best help ur learning"

then she said today,

"y are u working across the page? it's not english."

"write along the margine"

STOP telling me what u want.

it's me who's doing it, learing, reviewing.

and she checks our cw and hw daily!!!!!

(that's the part i hate basically)

first time, in my life, i hv to finish my maths ex,

cuz she checks, and if u don't do it,

she'll make sure your parents know it.

holy, don't bother them with such a lil thing.

(i hv to admit i don't want my parents to know)

but anyway, y do she even care if we do it or not. holy crap!

and econ, mr 白 ==

it's just terrible,

"don't talk tiffany" "don't talk sharon"

"do your ......"

we are not kids.... +_+

i believe that i'll soon or later regret most of the deicision i made

that's terrible! i've got difficulties in decision making.

seriously.

Orz. mom told me once decide something, then go for it.

wel, hope it'll lead me to a better place then.

btw, it's so hard, chinese a1. =='' regretting already...

finally get a break from the massive beggining.

it's day 3 since sch started this wed.

wel, really get a lot more comfortable

talked to mama last night about whether to change subs or not.

four subs doing for sure: chin a1, eng a2, maths(sl, wanna do hl), econ hl

the options are:

1. psy + dt

2. art + ens

welwelwel, struggled a lot last night.

i do like challenging stuff, cuz my philosophy is

things will be ok as they go on.

but all ib matters is time. so,

i like new stuffs and absorbing knowledge too. (keep comforting myself ;p)

so, psy + dt will do.

but i'll miss art, definitely, esp the teachers,

the short cute thomass and the tall cool thomson.

they are fab and fantastic people and

realy realy realy realy gd...people still.

btw, gd TEACHERS listing is the followings:

-mr briggs [yr9-10 maths teacher ;( particularly loved maths when he's teaching]

-mr rowlands [yr10-13 eng teacher...i assume]

-mrs das [yr10-11 bio teacher love bio for always :))]

-i'll find out more, but i've got instinct ms su my coming chin teacher

really love this teachers, gave me life in my sch years in diff subs :D

gd people listing are the followings:

-mrs das [kindest person in the world]

-ms ivy [yr10-11 chin teacher, really nice]

-mr greenhill [yr9 eng teacher, liked his strips]

-mr pravin [我們的男人lol]

-mr thomass and thomson [always pairs lol]

resume lesson,

had maths this morning, found out that our teacher

got a tricky pronunciation, ms eccleston

i'm expecting to call her by "excuse me, ......"

i may not even figure out how to read her name by the end of ib. sad

maths sl is really gentle for me. really, not to make myself sound strong.

but the fact that i was in fast track for igcse and got quite a ok result for amaths.

tells me that i might make it to maths hl, but wtever,

i don't wanna c ms k-dun anymore.

after break, got a empty block. stayed at canteen with aman and fion

then it was english. mr dr :D

i could say that it's really a big "fall" from 11.1 to a2

the level, the speed. really missed 11.1's

the thing we're trying to approach now is like the level of yr10 lit

so..... slow slow slow. anyway~

had dt after lunch. tried out studio work.

the cad software that only work on pc and worth 1300.

wel, to be honest, i don't c how amazing it can be

except the fact that it can draw 3d objects easily

and that the drawings in isometric and 2-d can be done

once the model is drawn. so, that's pretty cool by saving time for not drawing....=="

then, got chinese.

absolutely excited, at least for now.

the test we did yesterday, it's like lit analysis.

so i'm quite gd with it, in eng, cuz we did the same with dr last year.

so, if ppl think my chin standard is quite high.

that's not right. i just applied the skill from eng to chin.

so thx, mr dr :D

sum: absolutely looking forward to ib. actually.

just like i did in start of yr10.

i think it'll be fun and killing.

again just like igcse, with poor time managing.

but i'll do the same this year :DD...hopefully not.

ib day 2...

super panic...omg

wt's going on???

can i just ignore everything and everyone ignore me?

should i .....?

shit :D